Valentine's day :)

A lot of things people do are completely unnecessary. So that makes me ask why? Why do it?
Valentine's day is coming up, and if there Is a holiday that makes me think it's valentine's. For even if it for many, myself for example, is a celebration of love it for others is a cause of heartache. I don't know how many commit suicide on this particular day but it's quite a few.
The day serves as a cruel reminder of those they've lost and those they never had.
For me? Well, it reminds me of those I lost and maybe even of what I can't have, yes. But it also reminds me of what I can have, of what I will have.
I see valentine's as a reminder to live your life. Don't give up on it because you might be alone right now, but one day you won't be. It reminds me of what I've lost and of who I've lost. But do you think that they would have wanted me to stop living me life? Do you think they would have wanted me to be unhappy? Because I don't. I think that they loved me and that you should rejoice in what you once had, in what you once shared with them. Not cry.
Remember that you're never alone. You're never unloved, or unwanted. Someone loves you. Someone wants you and there is always someone there for you.
No matter what.

Xoxo
ToriWhoTalks

La La Land

After having spent most of the day in bed writing on my latest project, I have ended up with writer's block. For those who are not interested in the fine art of writing, it's a auther's nightmare. You see, I know where I want the whole thing to go, but have absolutely no clue how to get there. It really is FRUSTRATING!
At the present the thing which I'm writing is called 'La La Land', as the title of this post suggests. It's about a young girls unrealistic dreams, and her life changing as she matures and realises that her dreams will never come true.
Cynical? maybe. But this is not all. Obviously, things around her change, people change. Some turn out to not be who they were said to be. Others prove themselves to be exactly what she had expected.
But I will tell you no more! As I'm sure that my babling will bore you, all.
Though, I will tell you this! If she knew what people around her were planning then she would know not only to run, but to immerse into her land of dreams to find her salvation.
... WOW, that sounded draaaamaaaatiiiic!

Lots of Love
ToriWhoTalks

Long time, no see

Soo, yeah! With christmas time comes christmas shopping! Meaning no time for blogging. But I'm back and ready to rock! Anyone except me who felt like they were gonna die after eating toooo much yesterday? Seriously, you don't need that much food!
...But then again it was increadably good. Great, actually. And I, like every other member of my family, simply couldn't stap myself from tasting everything. =)
-between Nowand last time we 'spoke', there has not only been christmas for me but also my B-day! And as a joint present for both my birthday and christmas, my parents are buying for the continuation of my Musical Theater course. JIPPIE! Thank you, mum and dad!
Other then that I got this AWESOME book from my sister. A Doctor Who book... Fabulous, sis!
Then there was other stuff that you, readers, eather already know about, or  don't care about. So let's leave it at that, shall we?
As you know, I'm in Sweden. And you know the problem with Sweden? IT'S COLD! We had -21°C! That's COLD!
... But at least I get a white chistmas, right?

Lucia, cake and birthdays

After havin' spent the day in church practisin' for lucia and then later the lucia 'train' (rough translation) itself I, as well as the rest of my familly and a couple of friends went into our humble abode to eat....MOUNTAINS OF CAKE!!!!!!! (Nom Nom Nom)
And it was soooo awesome! There was saffron buns and ginger bread and some cake my granny does that's called 'ökensand' in swedish... roughly translated to 'desertsand' (very roughly) :P but they're my favorites anyway...BECAUSE THEY ARE SOOOO GOOD!!!
Now I'm on the soffa in my sisters room, cuz I don't really have a room... I'm renovatin' :P ANYWAY, I'm gonna sleep there tonight so I'm al tucked in and snuggly =D
Have I told u that it's my B-day on tuesday? No? Well it is! I'm turin' X years old!!!^^ Bloody great isn't it?
Well, except that I have my birthday so soon before X-mas but that's just one little downer that I've managed to deal with the last X years so I think I'll be fine ;)
So, I should go to bed now... Since, I'm not sick anymore and that means that I'm goin' to school tomorrow!
...USCH! (sorry... intern joke)

Love ToriWhoTalks

Dreams leading to FRUSTRATION!!

Soo, my sis read what I wrote yesterday and well, I'd just like to add that I do not hate my life . Actually I quite like my life. But just like every other girl I dream, right?
Like yesterday I had a dream. An 'I'm sleepin', and makin' up wierd stories in my head' kinda dream, that is. And I don't remember much, really. Mostly I just remember that I had Matt Smith on one side and Ben Barnes on the other. Then suddenly I was standin' in Arthur's room in Merlin, when Tom Felton walks in followed by James Marsters. It's so frustrating that I can't remember more! I had several of my "fandom-actors" in one place, but noooo I had to forget, didn't I?
...... frustratin'.

Love ToriWhoTalks

First Post... Oh Lord!

Well, I guess I should start with tellin' why I wanted I blog. I didn't really. It was more of a "I'm sick and bored. My mum is naggin' me about followin' her blog (no offence, mum). Why not get my own?" sorta thing.
Soo, with not really knowin' why, also comes the issue of not knowin' what. What to write about that is.
... Well, I still don't really know. But knowin' me, there will most definately be ramblings. As I have been told I ramble alot. Also, there will be misspellings. As I have been told I spell just about everything wrong. Oh god, hail spell check!!! 

Now, my name is obviously not "Tori" (I wish). But that is rather a nickname. One I would like to encourage. 

I live in Sweden (sadly), and I am X years old (note that I am not telling you my age). I like to sing, and dance, and act... In other words, I'm into musical theater! (But not in a creepy way, of course). I also am a great fan of art, classical as well as modern.

Oh, and one more thing: I talk quite a lot. (Oh Lord!)

Love ToriWhoTalks